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Journal Entry: Tue Nov 3, 2009, 8:22 PM
1. Why do I have no future? I can't afford college because I'm paying for high school, and let's face it, will I get in? No. I've spent the last month fucking killing myself to make up a month of work, and my grades are still shit. I could go full-time at my job, but what if they don't have a full-time slot? I kind of need to move out at 18. And by that, I mean, I need to move out at 18.

2. Do you have any idea how much torture it is to write anymore? I have fucking seventeen (or eighteen? who knows) novels in the works. As I sat here tonight, working on WriMo's Asleep at the Trigger, I came up with an idea for a new novel. How can I ever finish my list if I keep coming up with ideas at this rate, but writing at a much slower rate? The answer is NEVER. I CANNOT POSSIBLY FINISH IT ALL. THERE IS A REASON ARTISTS GO FUCKING CRAZY.

3. Dear SEPTA (South Eastern Pennsylvania Transportation Authority), policemen can't strike. Firemen can't strike. You shouldn't be able to fucking strike either. If I went on strike, I would either be fired, or the city would shut down, from a lack of cigarettes. Now I can't even get home from school. Fuck you.

4. On second thought, can I have an application? Going to need a full-time job.

I honestly...am not sure why I'm bothering. I sit down and ask myself why the fuck I'm even bothering.

  • Mood: Frustrated

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♥ my name's ava.
♣ i'm 16.
♦ i'm a writer, and i write far too often.
♠ i also do design, or at least i try.
♥ i want to study languages.
♣ my goal is to be a hyperpolyglot.
♦ words are everything.
♠ my email address is down there, if you need me.

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:iconhe6o:
:eager:!!!!!!

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:icongathsemene:
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I suspect this'll look quite wierd when posted.

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:iconhe6o:
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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LIEK thanks for the faviez. :3

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